Maggie .... It'll be two years soon. I can't even begin to tell you how much I miss you. I can't find the words to say it right.
My birthday passed this month. I turned 27. I got really upset because I outlived you. I'm not saying I want to die or anything, but it reminds me of how you're frozen in time. Forever 26. Forever beautiful. Forever young.
Everytime I try to write to you, my eyes well up. It's been so hard living without you. I miss you so much ... My son misses you too. And I wish you could see how lovely my daughter is. She is such a little miss. I know you would love her.
Take care, Maggie. Send my love to Mom and Grandma and Grandpa and all the Aunts and Uncles we have up there.
Dear Maggie,
So much has happened this year. I think of all the things that you missed out on and it brings a tear to my eye. Maggie, you were my partner in crime. We were the dynamic duo ... Especially around the holidays. You and I would help decorate the tree and sing and dance around like idiots. I know you looked forward to Christmas so much every year.
It's been hard, but we are trying. You are so missed and so loved ... I only hope you realize it.
Happy anniversary in heaven. I hope you and Mom are having a blast!! Love you.
Love,
Maureen
I was looking at pictures of you recently, and one in particular, touched me. It is a photo of you and Maureen opening up Christmas gifts next to the tree. You had a huge smile on your face as you were unwrapping a pogo stick. I'm in the background watching over you both... and I thought, I should have always been watching over you, all of you. Instead you are watching over me. I know that things that happened this year were not coincidences. You and Mom are watching over us. In August, you found a way to warn me about something that could have been terrible later. ( Maureen and I say that Mom told you to come down and poke me in the neck, lol). I know it was you and I thank You so much. Thanks to you, I had that scan and I had the surgery and treatments and I will be OK.
Still, I would rather have you and Mom here. Especially with Christmas coming up. It isn't the same without you both.
I Love You and miss you so much. Give Mommy a great big hug and kiss and Grandma too. Thank You all for watching over us. I Love You.
Love, Kathleen
This is a picture of me and you when we were babies. We were good friends those days lol
Maggie ... You are missed so much by so many people. I love you like crazy. Something funny happened the other day and I thought you would appreciate it. While I was looking through some photos to send Kathleen, I found a picture you had of Frank and Will. They were grabbing each other's "man boobs" lol. I know you had that picture on your wall when you lived at Purchase. I sent the picture to both of them and they got a kick out of it.
I can't believe it's been 6 months already. I know you are happy, having fun with Mom. I'm sending love from Brandon and Kiera as well. They miss their Aunt Maggie so much. Brandon always talks about you. I have your picture everywhere so he doesn't forget you. He said thank you for the pillow ... He actually stole it, but I guess he can keep it lol.
Maggie: When you were little, about 2 years old, I called you my Mag-pie. It sounded so cute and Magpies are known for their chatter. You loved to talk and sometimes so fast it was hard to follow along. I miss that so much. It is your sixth Anniversary in heaven and now you have been with Mom for almost 4 month's. We miss you and love you both so much. Love, Kathleen
